March 2010
3 posts
BLESS Words & music : hyde Arranged by L’Arc-en-Ciel, Hajime Okano and Daisaku Kume
kimi he to yume wa ima
tooi chiheisen he mukai yasashii ude kara zutto kakete ki ta n da ne saisho wa chiisai hohaba de
hitotsu hitotsu fu o susume furimukeba nagai ashiato igandete mo massugu You have come a long way Everything is for today
kimi he to yume wa ima me no mae de kiramei teru ...
it’s not my fault that I fall for another girl.
it’s not your fault that I can’t be more than a friend for you.
it’s not our fault that we can’t be together.
this is the best way for us, I believe it.
I may have as many ex-girlfriend as I can, but I don’t have and won’t have any single ex-friend.
February 2010
2 posts
Watchmaybe we’ll live and learn maybe we’ll crash and burn maybe you’ll stay, maybe you’ll leave, maybe you’ll return maybe another fight, maybe we won’t survive but maybe we’ll grow we never know baby, you and I
we’re just ordinary people we don’t know which way to go ‘cause we’re ordinary people maybe we should take it slow
it might not be the right time.
I might not be the right one.
but there’s something about us I want to say,
cause there is something between us anyway.
I might not be the right one.
it might not be the right time.
but there’s something about us I’ve got to tell,
some kind of secret I will share with you.
I need you more than anything in my life.
I want you more than...
January 2010
20 posts
“deep down inside, I just want to make you proud of me.
I’m not a burden,...”
– me, confused, can’t sleep
maybe we’ll live and learn
maybe we’ll crash and burn
maybe you’ll stay, maybe you’ll leave, maybe you’ll return
maybe another fight,
maybe we won’t survive
but maybe we’ll grow
we never know baby, you and I
we’re just ordinary people
we don’t know which way to go
‘cause we’re ordinary people
maybe we should take it...
I think that possibly, maybe I’m falling for you.
Yes, there’s a chance that I’ve fallen quite hard over you.
Falling in Love at The Coffee Shop - Landon Pigg
“what’s worse than unreplied love?
the unreachable one.”
– esamahira
“not all who wander are lost.”
– my favorite quote
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sa, siapa orang yang paling lo kagumi dalam hidup lo?
many people, Friedrich Nietzsche, Wachowski Brothers, Alan Moore, Sigmund Freud, Hideto Takarai, Voltaire, Mitch Albom, you name it.
but if I have to choose one person, it’s probably Christopher McCandless.
wanna know why? try googling him.
Ask me anything
“Celibacy is defined as the lifestyle of someone who is, and is striving to...”
– wikipedia
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What is your favorite fashion brand?
lha, ini siapa yang nanya dah, bzzz
I have many preference for fashion brands such as Ermenegildo Zegna, Comme des Garcons, Uniqlo, Yohji Yamamoto, Alexander McQueen, you name it lah!
for Indonesian brands, I like The Howler Terror Club, an indie guerrilla brand.
but recently, I was so attached with Jean Charles de Castelbajac (JC/DC)....
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apabila MBM sudah tidak diproduksi lagi. katakanlah Marlboro bangkrut
kamu beralih ke rokok apa
SKL strawberry, fufufuu (eh ini yang nanyain siapa sih kok pake kamu2 dah, bzzz)
apakaaaaaaaahh liburann cukup efektif mnaikan beratbadan anda??????naik berapa kiloo kah biasanya??;p
gue udah 3 miliar taun ga ketemu timbangan!! (oke, itu lebay dan tidak penting)...
“Life isn’t divided into genres. It’s a horrifying, romantic, tragic, comical,...”
– Alan Moore, one of my most favorite story teller
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Sneakers or sandals?
sharp-tipped plimsoll! hahahaa (try googling it if you don’t know)
but if I have to choose between those two maybe it will be sandals (flip-flop) since it’s a raining season, bzzzz
Ask me anything
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kalo lo jadi walikota bandung, apa yang sangat pengen lo buat?
banyak sih sebenernya, taman kota segede Central Park, ato gedung setinggi Burj Khalifa di Dubai (ngarep ini, hahahaa)
tapi kalo disuruh milih satu mungkin gue pengen bikin bioskop drive-thru pertama di Indonesia.
kan asik nonton dari mobil, bisa bikin film ditengah film, fufufuu
Ask me anything
hey, you know what, I see you.
I see your plan, I see the timing plan.
I see things you put as your effort in me to notice you.
but, to be frank, there’s nothing you can do to change my feeling to you, got it?
there, I said it.
touche, isn’t it?
Godspeed
“let’s grow old together, and die at the same time”
– To Lose My Life - White Lies
December 2009
53 posts
Watchthis is my first video I’ve posted in 2010.
to be frank, it’s a farewell to 2009.
it’s been a crazy year.
I’ve through a lot things.
happy things, sad things, more happy things, (much) more sad things, confusing things, you name it.
but then, I realized something.
it’s not just another year. it’s a phase.
I’ve through a lot, I’ve grown a lot.
“do you see what I see?
can you hear what I hear?
do you feel what I feel?”
– Sleeping Awake - Payable On Death
ode to my family
understand the things I say don’t turn away from me cause I spent half my life out there you wouldn’t disagree
do you see me, do you see do you like me, do you like me standing there do you notice, do you know do you see me, do you see me does anyone care? unhappiness, wheres when I was young and we didn’t give a damn ‘cause we were raised to see life as a fun...
WatchOde to My Family - The Cranberries
homesick - Kings of Convenience
“dad, I’m not a burden.
I never ask God to be born.
mom, I’m not...”
– me, somewhere out there except home
“when you’re not afraid of your parents anymore, you have nothing left to...”
– me, warnet, Bandung, somewhere ot there
condition
he wants her.
she wants he.
him is still wanted by her, he was told by her.
she is her friend.
he (was) their friend.
he is afraid.
he is confused.
he doesn’t wanna be alone.
he doesn’t wanna hurt she’s feeling.
he doesn’t wanna hurt he’s own feeling.
he is tired with her.
he knows, that her knows, that he wants her.
he felt that there is a game here.
...
inner peace
so here I am.
eating a medium sized plain SourSally in the middle of BSM after realized there are some money left in my bank account and buy a new playstation game.
watching people come and go.
then, I realized a nother thing.
yes, I’m alone.
but no, I’m not lonely.
I found my inner peace here.
Capital Market
meh!
after what happened today, I lose all of my intention to study.
come what may.
I’m still gonna live my life anyway.
even if I failed on CM.
Godspeed
kalo jadian makan-makan, kalo putus minum-minum.
kesimpulan: daripada jadian (tetap) lebih baik ngerokok dan minum beer.
Godspeed
“jleb!
that hit the spot.”
– esamahira
“your life is just too short to just think only about love.
but it’s also...”
– esamahira
2 weeks of an un-awareness.
sorry!
Godspeed
Watchcan’t wait!
IT'S OUT!! One Piece 567: Marinford Headquarters,... →
be grateful for everything.
for the good things, because it gives us happiness.
and for the bad things: for making us stronger, wiser, and for making the happiness taste sweeter than ever.
Godspeed
“it took a second to recognize someone
it took a minute to get along with...”
– esamahira
WatchHigh - Lighthouse Family