December 2009
53 posts
“do you see what I see?
can you hear what I hear?
do you feel what I feel?”
– Sleeping Awake - Payable On Death
ode to my family
understand the things I say don’t turn away from me cause I spent half my life out there you wouldn’t disagree
do you see me, do you see do you like me, do you like me standing there do you notice, do you know do you see me, do you see me does anyone care? unhappiness, wheres when I was young and we didn’t give a damn ‘cause we were raised to see life as a fun...
WatchOde to My Family - The Cranberries
homesick - Kings of Convenience
“dad, I’m not a burden.
I never ask God to be born.
mom, I’m not...”
– me, somewhere out there except home
“when you’re not afraid of your parents anymore, you have nothing left to...”
– me, warnet, Bandung, somewhere ot there
condition
he wants her.
she wants he.
him is still wanted by her, he was told by her.
she is her friend.
he (was) their friend.
he is afraid.
he is confused.
he doesn’t wanna be alone.
he doesn’t wanna hurt she’s feeling.
he doesn’t wanna hurt he’s own feeling.
he is tired with her.
he knows, that her knows, that he wants her.
he felt that there is a game here.
...
inner peace
so here I am.
eating a medium sized plain SourSally in the middle of BSM after realized there are some money left in my bank account and buy a new playstation game.
watching people come and go.
then, I realized a nother thing.
yes, I’m alone.
but no, I’m not lonely.
I found my inner peace here.
Capital Market
meh!
after what happened today, I lose all of my intention to study.
come what may.
I’m still gonna live my life anyway.
even if I failed on CM.
Godspeed
kalo jadian makan-makan, kalo putus minum-minum.
kesimpulan: daripada jadian (tetap) lebih baik ngerokok dan minum beer.
Godspeed
“jleb!
that hit the spot.”
– esamahira
“your life is just too short to just think only about love.
but it’s also...”
– esamahira
2 weeks of an un-awareness.
sorry!
Godspeed
Watchcan’t wait!
IT'S OUT!! One Piece 567: Marinford Headquarters,... →
be grateful for everything.
for the good things, because it gives us happiness.
and for the bad things: for making us stronger, wiser, and for making the happiness taste sweeter than ever.
Godspeed
“it took a second to recognize someone
it took a minute to get along with...”
– esamahira
WatchHigh - Lighthouse Family
I'm All Over It - Jamie Cullum
Hello Innocence Though it seems like we’ve been friends for years I’m finishing How I wish I had never begun Though it should be the last one And it’s dragging me down to my knees Where I’m begging you please Let me go Don’t you know I’m all over it now And I can’t say how glad I am about that I’m all over it now Cause I worked and I cursed and I tried And I said I could change and I...
WatchEmpire State of Mind - Jay-Z feat. Alicia Keys
infectious.
“falling in love” is a mainly Western term used to describe the process of...”
– wikipedia
IT'S OUT!! Bleach 385: Vice It →
IT'S OUT!! Naruto 475: Madara's True Strength →
conclusion
falling in love is just like drinking beer.
if you do it too much you’ll end up acting stupid.
falling in love is also like smoking.
you have to stop doing it at one point or else you’ll die.
kesimpulan: daripada jatuh cinta lebih baik ngerokok dan minum bir.
Godspeed
“when you’re dressed as the Devil, your conversation is immediately loaded,...”
– Mephisto - Faust
12 desember 2009
mahasiswa makassar: anjing gue laper nih daritadi demo gajelas!
mr. p (provokator): yaudah yuk mending kita makan.
mahasiswa makassar: anjing gue bingung nih mau makan dimana!
mr. p: yaudah yuk kita ke kfc aja.
mahasiswa makassar: anjing kfc nya penuh kopet gue udah ga tahan laper banget!
mr. p: yaudah yuk kita lemparin aja.
mahasiswa makassar: anjing gue masuk tv gara2 ngelemparin kfc!
mr. p: yaudah gue kabur dulu ya.
mahasiswa makassar: anjing gue takut disalahin sama masyarakat gara2 demo yang harusnya damai malah jadi rusuh!
mr. p (tiba2 balik lagi): yaudah lo ngomong aja di tv kalo aksi ini cuman 'sedikit' keributan dan kerugiannya jauh lebih sedikit dari 6,7 triliun.
“freedom in philosophy is the right or ability to act according to ones will...”
– wikipedia
“broadcast me a joyful noise unto the times, Lord, count your blessings
the...”
– Bad Day - R.E.M
what's wrong with a little destruction?
14 pages of capital market final assignment that I’ve done are gone.
I wanna crush that computer but I think it’s quite pathetic to channel my anger to an object.
tonight’s gonna be a long, long, night.
Godspeed
“Fatigue (also called exhaustion, lethargy, languidness, languor, lassitude, and...”
– wikipedia
“hey father, is it true that we are not real?”
– Kitaro *quite touching, isn’t it? speaking of it was mentioned by a yokai (ghost)
One Piece 566: Fierce Attack →
Bleach 384: Can't Fear Your Own Sword →
Naruto 474: Prepared to Act as A Hokage →
“platonic love, in its modern popular sense, is a non-sexual affectionate...”
– wikipedia
“Love is a serious mental disease.”
– Plato
a silent conversation
me: I vow to remain single until I graduate.
esa: why?
me: I put myself in a difficult position.
esa: so?!
me: I just hope that this is just a phase.
esa: WAKE UP IDIOT! single for a year is not phase, it's a lifestyle.
WatchStrawberry Swing - Coldplay
