condition
he wants her.
she wants he.
him is still wanted by her, he was told by her.
she is her friend.
he (was) their friend.
he is afraid.
he is confused.
he doesn’t wanna be alone.
he doesn’t wanna hurt she’s feeling.
he doesn’t wanna hurt he’s own feeling.
he is tired with her.
he knows, that her knows, that he wants her.
he felt that there is a game here.
he doesn’t understand.
who’s she angrying at.
why does she mad?
what does she want?
then, another thing, what is he for her?
what is she for he?
what is he for both of them?
it wears he out.
he felt guilty.
if only he doesn’t start this.
if only he doesn’t have to loves her.
if only he doesn’t have to love anybody at all.
so what should he do?
pretend nothing happen?
choose she?
choose her?!
he is a person who will never ask her to loves he too.
he thinks that a relationship is an emotional connection between two hearts.
so if he doesn’t wanted by her, he won’t plead for it.
but if there is an open arm, he hopes her can give a sign for he.
he is also a person of he’s words.
he won’t love anybody ‘cause that person loves him too.
he will love anyone he wants to.
so now, he is moving forward.
he refuse to stuck in this crossroad forever.
Godspeed.
